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Guruji's 2010 Message: Devipuram Dedicated to the Sri Guru Padukas

In this message Guruji explains why he stepped back as Peethadhipati of Devipuram and dedicated the ashram to the Sri Guru Padukas on Guru Purnima 2010.

From the teachings of Sri Amritananda Natha Saraswati (Guruji). Original post: "Guruji's message on 2010", 25 April 2016, shared on Guruji's blog by Vira Chandra. Originally published at amritananda-natha-saraswati.blogspot.com.

In short

Guruji's 2010 Message The Sri Guru Padukas Guru Purnima, 25 July 2010 A quiet step backHealth, family, and a course for all Devipuram dedicatedTo the Sri Guru Padukas Two PadukasPrakasha, light, and Vimarsa, analysis Puja to the PadukasFruits offered to the Guru A mantra to reciteSri Guru, 108 times I am still their guru, except that personal pujas are not possible anymore. — Guruji Kaula Devi Marga · from the teachings of Sri Amritananda Natha Saraswati

Guruji's teaching, word for word

As many people are feeling hurt by my decision to retire from being a Peethadhipati at Devipuram, I wanted to share with you my reasons.

I have always done what I felt was the right thing to do in my life — whether resigning from a plush job in Bombay without consulting anyone; building a temple in the middle of nowhere; sharing my experiences of the erotic nature of the Goddess through her lovable nude forms in the Khadgamala, despite the public anger this generated; taking care of thousands of devotees by giving them mantras and taking on their karmas, all the while ignoring the effect it had on my health against the advice of family and well-wishers; or giving mantras to devotees on demand rather than giving only what I felt was good for them.

Now, having grown old, and having suffered three heart attacks, being operated upon thrice for those, I feel the right thing for both Devipuram and for me is to spend the rest of my life peacefully with my family, without taking on any further tensions. I wish to spend my time producing media for a course on teaching Sri Vidya, so as to make it available for all people instead of a selected few. Therefore, in accordance with instructions I received from Devi, I announced publicly that I am dedicating Devipuram to Sri Guru Padukas on Guru Purnima day, July 25, 2010.

It is our tradition to say “Sri Guru Sri Padukam Pujayami Tarpayami Namah” and not “Sri Guru Sri Padan Pujayami Tarpayami Namah.” The ashram was built by me under Her actual supervision and at the direction of Her Padukas — one being Prakasha (Enlightenment) and the other being Vimarsa (Analysis). One paduka belongs to Sri Devi and the other paduka belongs to Shiva, who is our real guru.

I also gave the mantra combining Sri and Guru — and called Sri Guru — to all those present at my Guru Purnima announcement. It goes like this:

ka e ī la hrīṁ amṛta

ha sa ka ha la hrīṁ ānanda

sa ka la hrīṁ jananī

This can be recited 108 times, preferably in all 6 chakras.

It will connect you to Goddess Sri and Guru. It will heal you, bring prosperity and joy of living to you. This is the only mantra you will ever need.

The Sri Guru Padukas have been blessed by me, by my wearing them while a complete Navavarana Puja was completed. I have placed one pair at Devipuram, and another pair in my home. If anyone wants Sri Guru Padukas, they can get similar ones from the present Peethadhipati for installation in their own home.

Henceforth, it will not be possible for people to do puja to me personally. But they can do the puja to the Sri Guru Padukas, offering the fruits of the puja to my feet personally for as long as I am alive. Once I am gone, the Padukas will continue to bless everyone. This is the tradition followed by every major peetham.

If I am unable to accommodate anyone who wishes to do personal puja to me, they should not feel that I have disowned them, or feel otherwise hurt by this decision. I am still their guru, except that personal pujas are not possible anymore. I request all people to have consideration for my age and health and understand my need to rest and spend time with my family, whom I have too often ignored over all these 30 years. If anyone is still hurt, I will apologise to them personally if given a chance.

Love,
Guruji.

From the teachings of Sri Amritananda Natha Saraswati (Guruji). Original post: "Guruji's message on 2010", 25 April 2016, https://amritananda-natha-saraswati.blogspot.com/2016/04/gurujis-message-on-2010.html

How this shows up in Kaula practice

The Padukas are the feet of the Guru, honoured as the path itself. In the Kaula way, worship of the Padukas turns attention to the Guru principle, which lives inside you as well as in a teacher.

Guruji ties the two Padukas to light and to inquiry. This fits the lineage view that direct experience and clear thinking walk together.

He also asks devotees to be kind to an ageing teacher. Rest and family were part of his own path.

Guruji left his body in October 2015. Today the lineage continues under Guru Amma Annapurnamba. This page records his words from 2010 and does not speak for Devipuram.

Common questions

Why did Guruji retire as Peethadhipati?

He says he had three heart attacks and three operations. He wished to live peacefully with his family and to make media for a Sri Vidya course open to all.

What are the Sri Guru Padukas?

They are the sacred sandals of the Guru. Guruji says one stands for Prakasha, enlightenment, and the other for Vimarsa, analysis.

What did Guruji say about personal puja to him?

He said personal puja to him would no longer be possible. Devotees could do puja to the Padukas and offer its fruits to his feet while he was alive.

Was Guruji turning devotees away?

No. He asked them not to feel disowned or hurt, and wrote that he was still their guru.

What mantra did Guruji give in this message?

He gave a mantra combining Sri and Guru, to be recited 108 times, preferably in all six chakras. The full words are in his text above.

Read the original: Guruji's message on 2010, on Guruji's blog. Guruji left his body in October 2015. This post was shared on his blog in 2016. This site is an independent practitioner's space and does not speak on behalf of Devipuram.

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